Saturday, January 20, 2007
oh man.
i want to thank God for so many things today.
my cousins isn't coming and i have more time to rest
as i don't have to give tuition to my cousins.
thank God for that.
i woke up this morning and my throat wasn't as sore as
yesterday. my running nose stopped as well.
just that my nose is blocked terribily now.
really grateful for that.
a big thank you for those who prayed for me.
hope i'll fully recover as soon as possible.
went to taka after luching with my caregroup.
while walking back to nexus, there were people
giving out balloons on both sides of Orchard.
it reminded me of the time when i was a kid.
whenever i see balloons, i woudn't stop bugging my
mother until i get it. now i would't even want a
balloon near me.
i saw a little girl eyeing at the balloons the lady was
grasping and it brought me to think about my desire
for God's work and for God. these 2 weeks, i didn't have the real
desire to evax and to give in my all.
i'm just not in the mood.
but when i saw the girl's eyes, i saw the desire, the longing
for what is just in front of her.
i want to have that look in me as well.
i wish i have it. and have it with me forever.
i did someting terribily wrong today.
i showed my displeasure.
it was foolish of me.
not only that it didn't help with the situation,
i hurt others as well, provided they realise it.
seriously, i need to love people more.
like what sandy said today, it's easier to
love people you don't really know.
i agree with her and i'm having a hard time trying to
control what i feel towards certain people and
certain things.
i am really impatient to see countless of breakthrough
in my life. well... perhaps God let me give tuition
to my primary 2- cousins to let me learn to have
patience.
i have yet to apologise to the people cause of my pride.
it's another area which i have to grow in as well.
really want to change from the inside out.
My Greatest Love Is YouEvery new day your glory unfoldfilling my eyes with your treasures untoldthe beauty of holiness brings worship anewmy greatest love is youcall me deeperinto your gracethe river that flows from the holy placewash over mecleansing me throughmy greatest love is you.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
oh man.
i want to thank God for so many things today.
my cousins isn't coming and i have more time to rest
as i don't have to give tuition to my cousins.
thank God for that.
i woke up this morning and my throat wasn't as sore as
yesterday. my running nose stopped as well.
just that my nose is blocked terribily now.
really grateful for that.
a big thank you for those who prayed for me.
hope i'll fully recover as soon as possible.
went to taka after luching with my caregroup.
while walking back to nexus, there were people
giving out balloons on both sides of Orchard.
it reminded me of the time when i was a kid.
whenever i see balloons, i woudn't stop bugging my
mother until i get it. now i would't even want a
balloon near me.
i saw a little girl eyeing at the balloons the lady was
grasping and it brought me to think about my desire
for God's work and for God. these 2 weeks, i didn't have the real
desire to evax and to give in my all.
i'm just not in the mood.
but when i saw the girl's eyes, i saw the desire, the longing
for what is just in front of her.
i want to have that look in me as well.
i wish i have it. and have it with me forever.
i did someting terribily wrong today.
i showed my displeasure.
it was foolish of me.
not only that it didn't help with the situation,
i hurt others as well, provided they realise it.
seriously, i need to love people more.
like what sandy said today, it's easier to
love people you don't really know.
i agree with her and i'm having a hard time trying to
control what i feel towards certain people and
certain things.
i am really impatient to see countless of breakthrough
in my life. well... perhaps God let me give tuition
to my primary 2- cousins to let me learn to have
patience.
i have yet to apologise to the people cause of my pride.
it's another area which i have to grow in as well.
really want to change from the inside out.
My Greatest Love Is YouEvery new day your glory unfoldfilling my eyes with your treasures untoldthe beauty of holiness brings worship anewmy greatest love is youcall me deeperinto your gracethe river that flows from the holy placewash over mecleansing me throughmy greatest love is you.
