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Saturday, April 7, 2007
6:49 PM

i don't know why. When i read this person's blog, the words just touches me and i started crying.
maybe i becuase i already felt like crying and the words triggered my heart. i think cried cause i am frustrated with many things. and when the words came to live and spoke to me, i was touched by God. and i have decided not to do it already. cause it defeats the whole perpose eventhough i'm suppose to do it. don't ask my what is it. cause if i can tell u, i would have typed it here. only God and i know, at least for now. there is like, no one i can really really share my things with besides God. i cannot give my trust to people who are rather close to me now cause i just don't want to share with them. i feel that they won't understand or identify with me. i would very much love to build up relationships with people whom i am not that close with yet. but i think some ppl are reluctant to or that they don't have time. or perhaps it's wierd for me to go closer to them. i don't know. for now, i'll just see how things change for me.