Saturday, May 5, 2007
so jix.
cannot do FOH today.
got to do duty for backstage with Victor.
ah!!!!
wasted so much time.
i could have went to study.
nvm, at least can teach Victor something.
and stress Amelia out.
hahaha.
no la, sldn't be happy that Amelia is too stress.
but it's rather disappointing that i prepared for
it alr, and then i cannot do duty for FOH.
anyway, today i am rather upset.
not really because i can't do FOH,
but i was jus unhappy overstupid things.
i'm just not in a gd mood.
i didn't feel like going home afte service,
i didn't have any appetite, i didn't have the mood
to study. (that's why i'm not studying now.)
but i'm sick, so i better come home and rest.
so i'm here at home now, blogging.
hai.... i'm begining to feel stupid for feeling moody and
upset. but i just can't help it. i hope others
won't be affected so much by my mood.
and gd thing i came home and didn't stay with my cg.
because i might unconciously show a but of black face.
that was one of my problem when i was a younger
christian. showing blackface when i'm unhappy at inappropriate time.
but now improve alr. hahaha. praise God.
and i seriously have a lot of other areas i need to grow in
eventhough i think i have become a little more like Jesus!
whee!!
Saturday, May 5, 2007
so jix.
cannot do FOH today.
got to do duty for backstage with Victor.
ah!!!!
wasted so much time.
i could have went to study.
nvm, at least can teach Victor something.
and stress Amelia out.
hahaha.
no la, sldn't be happy that Amelia is too stress.
but it's rather disappointing that i prepared for
it alr, and then i cannot do duty for FOH.
anyway, today i am rather upset.
not really because i can't do FOH,
but i was jus unhappy overstupid things.
i'm just not in a gd mood.
i didn't feel like going home afte service,
i didn't have any appetite, i didn't have the mood
to study. (that's why i'm not studying now.)
but i'm sick, so i better come home and rest.
so i'm here at home now, blogging.
hai.... i'm begining to feel stupid for feeling moody and
upset. but i just can't help it. i hope others
won't be affected so much by my mood.
and gd thing i came home and didn't stay with my cg.
because i might unconciously show a but of black face.
that was one of my problem when i was a younger
christian. showing blackface when i'm unhappy at inappropriate time.
but now improve alr. hahaha. praise God.
and i seriously have a lot of other areas i need to grow in
eventhough i think i have become a little more like Jesus!
whee!!